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The laminated list
So since sleep seems to once again to be eluding me (getting a prescription for sleeping pills is all well and good, but that means you have to go and fill it also..) I thought I'd amuse myself by thinking up memes.
But instead of doing the traditional "people you'd sleep with" list, I thought to try something a little bit different.
Because one question which my therapist has asked on multiple occasions, when we've talked about my body image, and the problems I have with it, and how all of those relate to my trans process, is "so ideally, what would your body look like", and I've always sort of given a somewhat of a non-answer.
Ultimately, the problem, is that the reality of what my body looks like, and the fantasy of what I want it to be are so very much apart, that even trying to imagine a reasonable middle ground, the place where I feel comfortable in my own skin, seems like asking for the impossible.
But well, what the hell, it's wont kill me to give it a go at least once.
So here be in no particular order the five people whose body I'd snatch for my self if given a change:
First off Dero Goi, the vocalist from the German band, OOMPH!
Added bonus: I'm assuming that the amazing singing voice comes with the body..
Next one: Robert Downey Jr.
Next up, we have Tom Hardy
After him; Jeremy Renner
Lastly; Jordan Staal
Yes, if given the choice out of all the hockey players in the world, I'd want to look like him. It's not like it's a bad choice..
In case the pics and the list doesn't make it quite obvious; I want to grow a beard, NOW! Runner ups include Kesler's abs, because let's be honest here, who wouldn't want them.
And now, I really need to at least try to sleep.
But instead of doing the traditional "people you'd sleep with" list, I thought to try something a little bit different.
Because one question which my therapist has asked on multiple occasions, when we've talked about my body image, and the problems I have with it, and how all of those relate to my trans process, is "so ideally, what would your body look like", and I've always sort of given a somewhat of a non-answer.
Ultimately, the problem, is that the reality of what my body looks like, and the fantasy of what I want it to be are so very much apart, that even trying to imagine a reasonable middle ground, the place where I feel comfortable in my own skin, seems like asking for the impossible.
But well, what the hell, it's wont kill me to give it a go at least once.
So here be in no particular order the five people whose body I'd snatch for my self if given a change:
First off Dero Goi, the vocalist from the German band, OOMPH!
Added bonus: I'm assuming that the amazing singing voice comes with the body..
Next one: Robert Downey Jr.
Next up, we have Tom Hardy
After him; Jeremy Renner
Lastly; Jordan Staal
Yes, if given the choice out of all the hockey players in the world, I'd want to look like him. It's not like it's a bad choice..
In case the pics and the list doesn't make it quite obvious; I want to grow a beard, NOW! Runner ups include Kesler's abs, because let's be honest here, who wouldn't want them.
And now, I really need to at least try to sleep.