kyyrandi

So since sleep seems to once again to be eluding me (getting a prescription for sleeping pills is all well and good, but that means you have to go and fill it also..) I thought I'd amuse myself by thinking up memes.

But instead of doing the traditional "people you'd sleep with" list, I thought to try something a little bit different.

Because one question which my therapist has asked on multiple occasions, when we've talked about my body image, and the problems I have with it, and how all of those relate to my trans process, is "so ideally, what would your body look like", and I've always sort of given a somewhat of a non-answer.

Ultimately, the problem, is that the reality of what my body looks like, and the fantasy of what I want it to be are so very much apart, that even trying to imagine a reasonable middle ground, the place where I feel comfortable in my own skin, seems like asking for the impossible.

But well, what the hell, it's wont kill me to give it a go at least once.
( So I guess that makes this my 'people I'd wear as a meatsuit if I were a demon on Supernatural' list )